{"id":7788,"date":"2022-01-30T18:24:18","date_gmt":"2022-01-30T17:24:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/?p=7788"},"modified":"2022-07-25T22:58:43","modified_gmt":"2022-07-25T20:58:43","slug":"clovek-anja-novak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/2022\/01\/30\/clovek-anja-novak\/","title":{"rendered":"\u010clovek \u2013 Anja Novak"},"content":{"rendered":"

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[vc_row][vc_column width=»1\/3″][vc_column_text css_animation=»left-to-right»]<\/span>\u010cLOVEK\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

je vse kar me zanima.<\/p>\n

Njegove perutnice<\/p>\n

s katerimi se zatika<\/p>\n

ob ograje, ko hodi<\/p>\n

med mejami in<\/p>\n

njegovi kriki,<\/p>\n

ko si raztrga podplate<\/p>\n

na \u017eebljih in<\/p>\n

Kristusovih ranah.<\/p>\n

Ven pa pride \u010disto<\/p>\n

en drug \u010dlovek.<\/p>\n

Ni rde\u010d,<\/p>\n

prosojen je.<\/p>\n

Transparenten.<\/p>\n

Ne skriva se.<\/p>\n

Ker se ne more skrit.<\/p>\n

Ker je \u017ee skrit.<\/p>\n

Tak \u010dlovek me zanima.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

https:\/\/ranerane.si\/clovek\/<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][vc_column width=»1\/3″][vc_column_text css_animation=»right-to-left»]<\/p>\n

RANE<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

raztrgat<\/p>\n

razrezat<\/p>\n

prodret<\/p>\n

vstopit<\/p>\n

sre\u010dat srce<\/p>\n

potipat si kri<\/p>\n

razlit<\/p>\n

svobodit<\/p>\n

trne izvle\u010dt<\/p>\n

zdravit<\/p>\n

\u0161ivat<\/p>\n

po\u010divat<\/p>\n

lizat si rane<\/p>\n

menjat organe<\/p>\n

klit novo<\/p>\n

\u017eivljenje<\/p>\n

iz rane rojena<\/p>\n

v rano sprejeta<\/p>\n

krasta,<\/p>\n

zaznamek<\/p>\n

na povr\u0161ini<\/p>\n

pri\u010dat nesluteno<\/p>\n

nepredvlidjivo<\/p>\n

v globini<\/p>\n

ranit<\/p>\n

nasilje<\/p>\n

ljubezen<\/p>\n

zgodbo odpret<\/p>\n

in nahranit<\/p>\n

s pesmijo<\/p>\n

usta zapret<\/p>\n

blebetanju<\/p>\n

opasna bit<\/p>\n

z brazgotino<\/p>\n

opasana bit<\/p>\n

z zgodovino.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Rana rana<\/p>\n

zlata rana.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Do poroke bo pa \u017ee mim.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

https:\/\/ranerane.si\/rane\/<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][vc_column width=»1\/3″][vc_column_text css_animation=»right-to-left»]ROBIT HUD\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nau\u010dil si me vsega<\/p>\n

kar me je zgradilo<\/p>\n

v \u010dloveka, ki<\/p>\n

te ljubi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Najprej semte<\/p>\n

dolgo brala in<\/p>\n

masturbirala<\/p>\n

na tvoje besede,<\/p>\n

potem na tvoj<\/p>\n

glas na radiu.<\/p>\n

Penetriral si vame<\/p>\n

in izumila sva<\/p>\n

lastno frekvenco,<\/p>\n

ki je bila dale\u010d<\/p>\n

pred prvim<\/p>\n

hrapavim poljubom.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Suha usta od nervoze.<\/p>\n

Moje rokice v tvojem<\/p>\n

gozdnatem medno\u017eju.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Odprl si mojo<\/p>\n

maternico, da<\/p>\n

je krvavela od<\/p>\n

plodnosti, in<\/p>\n

modri pti\u010dki<\/p>\n

so leteli iz<\/p>\n

moje pi\u010dke.<\/p>\n

Nih\u010de ne bo<\/p>\n

nikoli razumel<\/p>\n

kaj si mi dal<\/p>\n

in ti ne bo\u0161<\/p>\n

nikoli razumel,<\/p>\n

kaj si si dal.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ljubim.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Najine korespondence,<\/p>\n

polne \u0161ekspirjevih citatov.<\/p>\n

Najino razjokano posteljnino.<\/p>\n

Najina jutranja kracanja<\/p>\n

po papirju.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Pono\u010di, ko zaja\u0161em<\/p>\n

tvoje stegno inse<\/p>\n

stopim ko puter,<\/p>\n

me obi\u0161\u010dejo<\/p>\n

nadzemeljska bitja<\/p>\n

inse igrajo z mojimi<\/p>\n

sanjami inti se igra\u0161<\/p>\n

z mojo zavestjo.<\/p>\n

Odjezdila bi steboj<\/p>\n

po le\u0161nike v tisto<\/p>\n

veliko knjigo<\/p>\n

od Junga.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bila sem zraven.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ko se nisi zavedal<\/p>\n

kjesi in simi hotel<\/p>\n

naredit otroka<\/p>\n

insi be\u017eal pred<\/p>\n

najinimi morilci<\/p>\n

in si kri\u010dal moje ime<\/p>\n

in si petkrat onesvestil<\/p>\n

svoje telo, ko so te<\/p>\n

policisti davili, ker te<\/p>\n

zdravniki niso mogli,<\/p>\n

in sem te na\u0161la v<\/p>\n

prevezani pi\u017eami<\/p>\n

z razmesarjenimi<\/p>\n

zapestji od lisic<\/p>\n

naslednji dan in<\/p>\n

sem bruhala od skrbi<\/p>\n

in sem te poljubljala<\/p>\n

pred star\u0161i in zdravniki<\/p>\n

insi me mo\u010dil<\/p>\n

in te je bilo sram<\/p>\n

insi mi obljubil,<\/p>\n

da ne bo\u0161 nikoli ve\u010d<\/p>\n

kadil<\/p>\n

in sem ti verjela<\/p>\n

in ko nisem mogla<\/p>\n

brez in sem hodila<\/p>\n

spat v tvoje<\/p>\n

stanovanje z roko<\/p>\n

v hla\u010dkah, ko<\/p>\n

si bil zaprt v belo<\/p>\n

in ko sem vedela,<\/p>\n

da bodo izrabili<\/p>\n

tvojo \u0161ibkost,<\/p>\n

tvoj u trip agresije<\/p>\n

in sem potiho<\/p>\n

jokala, ko so jo,<\/p>\n

in ko sem preklinjala<\/p>\n

te neob\u010dutljive umetnike<\/p>\n

sle\u0161 pesnike, te kao<\/p>\n

senzibilne du\u0161e<\/p>\n

biv\u0161e prijatelje<\/p>\n

s smislom za podlost<\/p>\n

in ko sem te krepila<\/p>\n

in ko sem se \u010drpala<\/p>\n

in ko sem<\/p>\n

in ko sem<\/p>\n

in kosem<\/p>\n

\u0161la na kose insi<\/p>\n

me ti sestavljal<\/p>\n

in ko sva jedla<\/p>\n

kosila tvojega o\u010deta<\/p>\n

ob polno\u010di v postelji<\/p>\n

in ko sem te samo<\/p>\n

\u0161e bolj ljubila<\/p>\n

in ko sem zavrgla<\/p>\n

to sceno hijen, ki<\/p>\n

pre\u017eijo na ranjeno meso<\/p>\n

in ko sem te objela<\/p>\n

kot mama<\/p>\n

in se igrala s teboj<\/p>\n

kot sestra, ki je<\/p>\n

nikoli nisi imel,<\/p>\n

kot brat, ki ti<\/p>\n

nikoli ni delal dru\u017ebe<\/p>\n

ko so te pustili<\/p>\n

samega pred<\/p>\n

televizijo<\/p>\n

in ko si me gledal<\/p>\n

in ko si mi ploskal<\/p>\n

in ko si me umival<\/p>\n

in ko sem si ukradla<\/p>\n

tvoj vonj in ga nosila<\/p>\n

k sebi v tvojih srajcah<\/p>\n

in ko mi bere\u0161<\/p>\n

in ko me u\u010di\u0161.<\/p>\n

In ko sem dojela<\/p>\n

kaj je to<\/p>\n

zvestoba bit<\/p>\n

ko se nekomu strga<\/p>\n

in ko sem steboj<\/p>\n

objela ves ta svet<\/p>\n

in ko sem guglala<\/p>\n

tvoje biv\u0161e in bila<\/p>\n

ljubosumna, \u010de si<\/p>\n

tudi njih lup\u010dkal<\/p>\n

po medno\u017eju in<\/p>\n

jim pogrizel bradavi\u010dke<\/p>\n

in ko sem bila<\/p>\n

ponosna, da te<\/p>\n

med ljudmi pogledam<\/p>\n

kot svojega ljubimca<\/p>\n

in ti mene<\/p>\n

in \u0161e vedno ne morem<\/p>\n

verjet, da je to res<\/p>\n

in ko pomislim nate<\/p>\n

pa se navla\u017eim<\/p>\n

in ko me ves \u010das<\/p>\n

pogre\u0161a\u0161 kot<\/p>\n

v srednji \u0161oli<\/p>\n

in ko vem da te<\/p>\n

od vedno ljubim.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Pesnik, ki sem<\/p>\n

ga \u010dakala,<\/p>\n

mu pisala,<\/p>\n

pesnik, ki<\/p>\n

ne bo\u0161 nikoli<\/p>\n

umrl,<\/p>\n

ker se vpisuje\u0161<\/p>\n

v ljudi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

(Pustila sem,<\/p>\n

da si se brezpogojno<\/p>\n

vtisnil vame.)<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

https:\/\/ranerane.si\/robit-hud\/<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

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Anja Novak<\/a><\/span><\/strong>, Ljubljana<\/p>\n

Eited by Aleksandra Krasovec, Institute of Slavic Studies of the Russian Academy of Sciences and Bo\u0161tjan Bo\u017ei\u010d, University of Ljubljana<\/p>\n

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