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ROZUT\u00cdKAN\u00c9 MY\u0160LENKY<\/strong><\/p>\n 1. Rozut\u00edkan\u00e9 my\u0161lenky<\/strong> 2. Probuzen\u00e9 sn\u011bn\u00ed<\/strong> 3. Ztracen\u00e9 perly<\/strong> Nat\u00e1lie Budinov\u00e1<\/strong><\/span><\/a>, Charles University of Prag<\/p>\n Edited by: Toma\u0161 Glanc, University of Zurich<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Kdybych tak mohla ut\u00e9ct. Opustit sv\u016fj rodn\u00fd d\u016fm bez zav\u00e1h\u00e1n\u00ed a stesku, vyb\u011bhnout po zapr\u00e1\u0161en\u00e9 poln\u00ed p\u011b\u0161in\u011b v\u00a0\u010derstv\u011b pose\u010den\u00e9 Read More →<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":380,"featured_media":2150,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_FSMCFIC_featured_image_caption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_nocaption":null,"_FSMCFIC_featured_image_hide":null,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[118,154],"class_list":["entry","author-slavicumpress","has-excerpt","post-2149","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-prose","tag-czech","tag-natalie-budinova"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2149","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/380"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2149"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2149\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11035,"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2149\/revisions\/11035"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2150"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2149"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2149"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dlf.uzh.ch\/sites\/slavicumpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2149"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nKdybych tak mohla ut\u00e9ct. Opustit sv\u016fj rodn\u00fd d\u016fm bez zav\u00e1h\u00e1n\u00ed a stesku, vyb\u011bhnout po zapr\u00e1\u0161en\u00e9 poln\u00ed p\u011b\u0161in\u011b v\u00a0\u010derstv\u011b pose\u010den\u00e9 tr\u00e1v\u011b a b\u011b\u017eet slunci vst\u0159\u00edc. Dostala bych se do lesn\u00edho kr\u00e1lovstv\u00ed na magick\u00fd b\u00e1l po\u0159\u00e1dan\u00fd tajemn\u00fdm, \u00fadajn\u011b chladn\u011b jednaj\u00edc\u00edm a nic nec\u00edt\u00edc\u00edm princem.
\nV\u00a0ka\u017ed\u00e9m s\u00e1lu tan\u010d\u00ed zele\u0148 se sv\u00fdm v\u011btrn\u00fdm partnerem na jinou hudbu jin\u00fd tanec. I m\u00e9 ka\u0161tanov\u00e9 vlasy se rozvlnily v\u00a0n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed V\u00e1nku a jako \u00faderem blesku o chv\u00edli pozd\u011bji tan\u010dit p\u0159estaly. \u201eNyn\u00ed je \u0159ada na mn\u011b,\u201d \u0159eklo Slunce a svou horkou dlan\u00ed uchopilo m\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e a zlatav\u00e9, jiskrami pl\u00e1polaj\u00edc\u00ed paprsky zabo\u0159ilo do neposlu\u0161n\u00e9 h\u0159\u00edvy. Slav\u00edk\u016f orchestr naru\u0161uje ledabyl\u00e9 kr\u00e1kor\u00e1n\u00ed\u2026To m\u011b vol\u00e1 \u017eivot zp\u011bt z\u00a0m\u00e9 nov\u011b objeven\u00e9 zasl\u00edben\u00e9 zem\u011b sn\u016f a fantazie, ale j\u00e1 se u\u017e nevr\u00e1t\u00edm.
\nChci tan\u010dit val\u010d\u00edk do r\u00e1na! Protan\u010dit dny a noci na zelen\u00e9m palou\u010dku s\u00a0m\u00fdm v\u011brn\u00fdm p\u0159\u00edtelem. S\u00a0p\u0159\u00edtelem, kter\u00fd tu bude do konce m\u00fdch dn\u016f. Bude mi zp\u00edvat \u00e1rie, h\u0159\u00e1t m\u011b i mrazit. Vykl\u00e1dat p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhy smutn\u00e9 i vesel\u00e9, bude p\u0159\u00edtomen v\u00a0radosti i smutku, v\u00a0dobr\u00e9m i zl\u00e9m. Stane se n\u011bm\u00fdm sv\u011bdkem hr\u016fz a z\u00e1zrak\u016f\u2026J\u00e1 ute\u010du za n\u00edm po zapr\u00e1\u0161en\u00e9 poln\u00ed p\u011b\u0161in\u011b v\u00a0\u010derstv\u011b pose\u010den\u00e9 tr\u00e1v\u011b-zasnoub\u00edm se mu a d\u00e1l od lid\u00ed budu v\u00a0n\u011b\u017en\u00e9m i krut\u00e9m jeho n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed c\u00edtit v\u0161echny \u010dty\u0159i \u017eivly Zem\u011b.
\nHej, v\u011btre!
\nOdnes m\u011b za sv\u00fdm otcem, matkou
\nBratrem, za sestrou.
\nJ\u00e1 s\u00a0nimi chci \u017e\u00edt
\nTam, kde je lidem l\u00edp
\nTam, kde mohou svobodn\u011b a lahodn\u011b si sn\u00edt.
\nMoc slova je velik\u00e1, zbrani ne\u00fam\u011brn\u00e1. Pistole i d\u00fdka zra\u0148uj\u00ed a zab\u00edj\u00ed jen, zat\u00edmco slovo lituje, hlad\u00ed, lask\u00e1. Ano tak\u00e9 um\u00ed ubl\u00ed\u017eit, ale i pojmenov\u00e1vat. Jak je n\u00e1m drah\u00e9. L\u00c1SKA, to jemn\u00e9, kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 a na rtech ulp\u00edvaj\u00edc\u00ed slov\u00ed\u010dko, a jak kontrastuje s\u00a0pojmem ZRADA \u2013t\u00edm drsn\u00fdm, agresivn\u00edm, t\u00ed\u017eiv\u00fdm slovem. Nen\u00ed kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 d\u00e1vat a rozd\u00e1vat v\u011bcem jm\u00e9na? Toto je strom, v\u00a0jeho korun\u00e1ch se chv\u011bj\u00ed strachem, hladem a nedo\u010dkavost\u00ed mal\u00e1 pt\u00e1\u010data, \u010dekaj\u00ed na svou maminku, kter\u00e1 pr\u00e1v\u011b p\u0159il\u00e9t\u00e1. S\u00a0l\u00e1skou nakrmila sv\u00e1 ml\u00e1\u010fata, tiskne se k\u00a0nim a \u010derp\u00e1 od nich s\u00edlu na dal\u0161\u00ed let.
\nAch. Jedno Jaro, L\u00e9to, Podzim, nakonec zima.
\nZprvu kv\u011bty a bou\u0159e, pak list\u00ed a \u2026zima.
\nTo v\u0161e se p\u0159ed n\u00e1mi m\u00edh\u00e1
\nTo v\u0161e p\u0159ed n\u00e1mi st\u00e1le zdrh\u00e1.
\nA my jen vzpom\u00edn\u00e1me, marn\u011b se sna\u017e\u00edme povysko\u010dit, dos\u00e1hnou nohou na stup\u00e1tko uj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bj\u00edc\u00edho vlaku. \u201eJen si je\u010f, odje\u010f MINULOSTI expresem, j\u00e1 jdu d\u00e1l po sv\u00fdch. Jen j\u00e1 s\u00a0notesem. \u201d<\/p>\n
\nNina byla jednou z\u00a0mnoha hn\u011bdook\u00fdch dosp\u00edvaj\u00edc\u00edch d\u00edvek, m\u011bla ka\u0161tanov\u00e9 vlasy, pln\u00e9 rty, st\u0159edn\u00ed postavu a byla v\u00fdjime\u010dn\u00e1. O\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1te nyn\u00ed v\u00fd\u010det vlastnost\u00ed, kter\u00fdmi se od ostatn\u00edch li\u0161ila, \u010d\u00edm\u017ee si vyslou\u017eila ve sv\u00e9 charakteristice pr\u00e1v\u011b toto slov\u00ed\u010dko? Jsme si v\u011bdomi, \u017ee jsme jedni z\u00a0milion\u016f, ba a\u017e z\u00a0miliard lid\u00ed na tomto sv\u011bt\u011b, ale \u010dasto zapom\u00edn\u00e1me na fakt, \u017ee je ka\u017ed\u00fd z\u00a0n\u00e1s v\u00a0jist\u00fdch ohledech v\u00fdjime\u010dn\u00fd. Zp\u011bt k\u00a0Nin\u011b. Nina obdivovala sv\u011bt, ale \u010dasto p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela, jak\u00e9 by to bylo, kdyby vylezla na strom a p\u0159ed sebou vid\u011bla pl\u00e1\u0148, louku s\u00a0kv\u011btinami \u010di \u0161ir\u00e9 pole s\u00a0mal\u00fdmi k\u0159e\u010dky, sysly, my\u0161kami a hopsaj\u00edc\u00edmi zaj\u00edci. P\u0159edstavovala si oh\u00fdbaj\u00edc\u00ed se klasy pod poryvem v\u011btru, divoce rozhoupan\u00e9 nachov\u00e9 zvone\u010dky, radostn\u011b roztan\u010den\u00e9 kopretinky, kter\u00e9 si byly v\u011bdomy kr\u00e1sy sv\u00fdch b\u011blostn\u00fdch lup\u00ednk\u016f nebo chv\u011bj\u00edc\u00ed se od rozpak\u016f \u0159e\u0159i\u0161nice. V\u017edy s\u00a0velk\u00fdm o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00edm vylezla na vysok\u00fd javor v\u00a0ulici, kde s\u00a0oblibou rozv\u00edjela sv\u00e9 p\u0159edstavy. Jedin\u00e9, co by \u010dlov\u011bk uvid\u011bl, bylo \u0161ed\u00e9 s\u00eddli\u0161t\u011b olemovan\u00e9 plotem topol\u016f, d\u011btsk\u00e9 h\u0159i\u0161t\u011b a parkovi\u0161t\u011b, ale Nina se uvelebila ve v\u011btv\u00edch, zav\u0159ela o\u010di a lehk\u00fd v\u00e1nek ji rozv\u00ed\u0159il my\u0161lenky. Uc\u00edtila hork\u00e9 letn\u00ed r\u00e1no, rosu padaj\u00edc\u00ed na rozlehlou louku, v\u016fni divoce rostouc\u00edch kv\u011btin a poc\u00edtila slune\u010dn\u00ed pohlazen\u00ed. Jej\u00ed tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed prob\u011bhl \u0161irok\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv, c\u00edtila se b\u00e1je\u010dn\u011b.
\nNina na s\u00eddli\u0161ti bydlela, kam j\u00ed pam\u011b\u0165 sah\u00e1. Pamatovala si na star\u00e9 h\u0159i\u0161t\u011b, kde d\u011bti oby\u010dejn\u011b st\u00e1ly dlouh\u00e9 fronty na houpa\u010dky a skluzavky, ale nikomu to nevadilo, proto\u017ee si mezit\u00edm mohly pov\u00eddat o sladkostech, kter\u00e9 pr\u00e1v\u011b ochutnaly, o mamink\u00e1ch a sourozenc\u00edch nebo si vym\u00fd\u0161lely r\u016fzn\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhy. V\u017edy v\u00a0p\u00e1tek nad\u0161en\u011b a s\u00a0napjat\u00fdm o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00edm vyhl\u00ed\u017eely zmrzlin\u00e1\u0159sk\u00e9 auto a dohadovaly se, jak\u00e9 by dnes ani mohl m\u00edt pan Van\u011bk p\u0159\u00edchut\u011b a zda jim rodi\u010de dovol\u00ed aspo\u0148 jeden kope\u010dek. V\u00a0duchu si skl\u00e1daly svou vysn\u011bnou \u010dty\u0159kope\u010dkovou zmrzlinu a hned o n\u00ed vykl\u00e1dali d\u011btem p\u0159ed sebou i za sebou.<\/p>\n
\nRoztrhl se perlov\u00fd n\u00e1hrdeln\u00edk, perli\u010dky se rozl\u00e9tly a ka\u017ed\u00e1 se kut\u00e1l\u00ed svou cestou. A p\u0159ece v\u011bd\u00ed, \u017ee pat\u0159\u00ed k sob\u011b, ale samy se neposb\u00edraj\u00ed, a tak jsou smutn\u00e9, c\u00edt\u00ed se ztracen\u011b, ale ka\u017ed\u00e1 p\u0159itom kr\u00e1\u0161l\u00ed ten sv\u016fj mali\u010dk\u00fd kous\u00ed\u010dek zem\u011b. Jedin\u00e9 co jim zb\u00fdv\u00e1, je v\u00edra… Ka\u017ed\u00e1 douf\u00e1 v zachr\u00e1nce, ne v p\u0159ekupn\u00edka, ne v zlod\u011bje, ale v znalce a milovn\u00edka. Bly\u0161tiv\u00e1 perle\u0165 zaplnila m\u00edstnost. P\u0159es z\u00e1voj noci jdou vid\u011bt mal\u00e9 b\u00edl\u00e9 z\u00e1\u0159iv\u00e9 bobulky tak kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 a\u017e zrak p\u0159ech\u00e1z\u00ed. Drahocennost? Hodnota? Pen\u00edze? Ne, d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e1 je jen kr\u00e1sa a dokonalost t\u011bchto p\u016fvodn\u011b mali\u010dk\u00fdch zrnek p\u00edsku, kter\u00e9 \u010dekaly tak dlouho, aby se p\u0159em\u011bnily, aby se staly t\u00edm, \u010d\u00edm jsou a te\u010f je\u0161t\u011b tahle p\u0159ek\u00e1\u017eka. Ale v\u0161ak on je u\u017e n\u011bkdo posb\u00edr\u00e1. Najde se mil\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk, kter\u00fd jednotliv\u00e9 poskl\u00e1d\u00e1 v celek. A tak i my jsme tro\u0161ku podobn\u00ed t\u011bm perl\u00e1m. Nejd\u0159\u00edve jsme drobn\u00e1 zrn\u00ed\u010dka p\u00edsku v \u0161ir\u00e9m oce\u00e1nu, a kdy\u017e dok\u00e1\u017eeme p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt, p\u0159etrp\u011bt a vy\u010dkat v jednoduchosti a \u010distot\u011b, pak se i my m\u016f\u017eeme st\u00e1t perlami – okrasou spole\u010dnosti, ryz\u00ed kr\u00e1sou, i kdy\u017e \u010dist\u00e9 du\u0161e se t\u011b\u017eko udr\u017euj\u00ed i hledaj\u00ed. Co kdy\u017e se tak\u00e9 potrh\u00e1me a rozd\u011bl\u00edme? Tak\u00e9 n\u00e1s n\u011bkdo najde a d\u00e1 dokupy? Snad ano, snad i \u010dlov\u011bka \u010dek\u00e1 \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd konec, sp\u00e1sa.<\/p>\n